Today I am sitting here in a coffee shop, reading about the betrayal of Jesus and last supper. I am overcome with emotions because the last 9 months my relationship with the Lord has grown so much.
It’s hard to leave everyone and everything you know for a whole year. Then mix in the fact that the enemy is trying to attack me and separate me from God. However, as I read about the sacrifice Jesus made for me I can’t help but rejoice in Him.
313 days of reading scripture grew my love and understanding of God in ways I am still learning. It has spoken to my heart about the character of God.
Sitting here this morning allowing the Lord to minister to my heart. Struggling with the spiritual warfare that is HEAVY right now. Knowing that the enemy is doing everything to distract me and prevent me from being where I am, talking to the people we meet, and trying to keep me from spreading God’s kingdom.
It’s not easy, but it’s also a reminder of the pain and suffering Jesus went through to pay for our redemption. My redemption. Your redemption.
If you find yourself in this space of pain, hurt, suffering, and heavy heart lean on the Lord. Dig into scripture. Pray scripture. Proclaim His promises over yourself and others. Trust that He is there walking with you. He is the light in the darkness and He has given you His light.
Great word! So thrilled that you are pressing in AND that you see the benefits of doing so!!
Get it girl. What you’re doing is not easy. I’m proud of you. I know you are finishing strong!!!